Hey guys uh so I’m bored as hell. I just got home from my social worker. Like an hour ago. But I literally had to clean stuff as soon as walked in the door. My friend from the bar isn’t talking to me. I wonder if I did something wrong. I know we just recently met, but it kinda feels like he’s ignoring me. Which hurts a little but what ever. I talked to the guy I like pretty much all day at school. So that was nice. I was supposed to meet him today. But sadly I wasn’t able to. I’m really worried about him. He got hurt, but he still won’t tell how. He said not to worry about it. But that only made me worry more. He gets into a lot more fights than me. I know he’s strong, and can take care of himself. But I still wish I could protect him. I don’t like seeing him hurt. Anyways gym was ok, we had a fire drill so I didn’t have to do anything. Which is good because I side hurts like hell. I guess that’s what I get for getting into fights. But it helps me cope, and I like the adrenaline rush. I wrote a new poem, that I’ll be adding to my writings soon. My brother is at work. I think. Either way it’s one less headache. But sadly my little sister and my other brother are still here so I still have a fùcking headache. Yay me. Anyways I’m gonna go. I need to find something to help the pain. And then hopefully I can go pass out or do something else stupid.
