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Region: The Great Chili
And need it he did, what he was doing up until now pretending that everything was fine was super unhealthy for him. Physically and mentally, no one besides those who were there in Calsnova could really understand what happened, and he didn't even want to think about how he would go about explaining everything that happened to someone. But now that he finally blew up it was a chance to actually recover from what happened, though how that was going to happen was another problem entirely.
He didn't even need to think that hard to know that surpassing a monster like Enkara was impossible... But... Did he need to surpass him? That little thought popped into his mind from nowhere after hearing Pearle shout back to him. It was enough to give him pause as that crazed desperation and all the fear and worry just, well, wet up in smoke. Much like the warped armour and his haki as his body just gave out from all the stress, landing flat on his back with a sandy thud. It was really unlikely that beings like him existed in the Blue sea, and even more unlikely that they would go after him... I... I don't need to be stronger than him. I just need to be strong enough to protect what's important... I shouldn't gauge my home by the monsters that live here... I'll leave that to my cousins and their impossible Vampire friend... No man should be that strong... He says remembering back to Sam's fight with Enkara and how he overcame the gap after so much stress and all the nightmares that Enkara inflicted on him and his wife. Makes me think though... Can anyone get that strong under the right scenario? Maybe that could have been me if things were different... Naah... That could never happen.
Jacob lay there steaming against the sand beneath him as he looked up to the sky beyond him, his brother lucas being the one to step up and be nearby just incase he starts going off again. "... So how are two paramecia's gonna teach a logia how to stop acting like a paramecia...?" He weakly gets out to Pearle, a smile returning to his face while Lucas just sighs happily that his little brother was somewhat back to normal as he stays sat at the with his feet off the side. Speaking to himself "Jacob you idiot... You're gonna have to really make it up to those girls for going off like that. And to the crew for making them worry so much."