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I look down a bit more, but then up again as more tears paint my face. I sniff a bit, and then look him in the eye. My eyes are filled with fear, trauma, and sadness all at once, and it’s easy to tell
I purse my lips from seeing this in her eyes, and my own eyes start to water. But, I keep my composure.
"I know that this is really hard for you.....and I'm sorry....you are the greatest thing that's ever happened in my life, and seeing you like this kills me.....I hate that I've seen you go through so much.....for things that weren't even your fault or involved you.....and you walk away with it like it never happened. You deserve way more than how you've been treated by these scumbags...."
I sigh, wiping my eyes and taking a moment to regain myself. "You want to know something that you have that no one else...?"
I sniff a bit more, and when I blink, more tears fall down my face. “What.....?”
"...the biggest heart that I've ever seen....after everything you've taken, you still have that big heart of yours......no matter how banged up you are.....it amazes me how you're able to do that....and I've strived to be just like you....but it's hard, and I don't know how you do it....."
I nod slowly, forcing a soft smile. "It just shows how brave and courageous you are.....you keep on fighting, never giving up, even if you want to and feel like it. You just keep on fighting, just like the fighter you are.....and that's true courage.....you've taken punch after punch....and after all of that, you're walking out of it, even if it leaves a few noticeable marks, you keep moving on like the badass you are.....you are the most brave person I've ever met....even if it doesn't feel like for you...." I say, smirking softly.
"There's these demons that keep trying to break that beautiful heart of yours.....Don't let them defeat the thing that makes you....well, you....I'm so grateful for you, and I can't express that enough.....thank you.....for, absolutely everything. Even when your heart is heavy, you're still there for me....and I do my best to return the favor......I'm always here for you...." I say, as tears at this point are already falling down my face. "...thank you....."
I move my hand to her cheek, stroking it softly with my thumb, and wipe tears from her cheek. "You are a badass....so go kick those demons asses who've been beating your heart up.....and I'll be here, supporting you and cheering you on all the way....I love you....."
I’m speechless for a second, and then I start crying completely. But, it’s not out of sadness.
It’s just a huge rush of emotion. It’s gratitude, joy, a small bit of pride, just so much that I can’t make out exactly what it is.
I bury my face in his chest as I cry to try and express it. I wrap my arms around him and hug him as tight as I can. “I love you too....” I say it as I cry, and it’s shaky and straight from my gut
I cry softly, my face still buried in his chest. I stay like that for I don’t even know how long. It could have been up to ten minutes for all I know.
But, after a whine of just sitting like that, my crying fades away, and I’m left still with a haze of emotions that I’m still trying to sort
I lay against him, breathing deeply with my eyes closed. “......thank you........”
I lean back, and look up at him. “I’m glad we came here today........”
I laugh just a little bit, and pause a little bit. Then, I hug him closer to me, and then lean in for a kiss
I hold it for quite a long while, since it’s fitting for the moment, and I’m enjoying it.
After a while, I let go, and lean back a bit. “......I feel a lot better about all of this.........and about everything I told you......”
"That's great......and, if you ever need to talk about, anything....just let me know, as I'll listen to anything that you have to say."
Spode Humbled Minions, DeltaSource, and Emercondia
I nod. “I will.......I’m more comfortable with all this stuff now.......”
Spode Humbled Minions stop stalking the RMB :(
"That was the goal of all of this....so that's a success."
DeltaSource and Emercondia
I nod, then put my head down and hug him some more.
I gtg do things an get ready for tmr. There’s still some more things we can do with this Sven so we’ll wrap it up tmr. Ttyl! :)
Alrighty! Ttyl!! :D
DeltaSource and Emercondia
day 3 of waiting for a response (it's fine lol, take your time, I'm just doing this for the hell of it)
I'll catch up to your thing with emer later
The earth is a flat disk mien ubergofen
I smile softly, and hug her back. I sigh, smiling, and look up. "We should probably head back, if you're ready to."
DeltaSource and Emercondia
I wipe my face again, and nod a bit. “We’ll miss our train if we don’t.......”
I look around. “I guess we just leave this here.......”
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